king of the road....

photo by Elaine A. Russell, taken in Missouri





Today I woke up at at 9:30am.. still pretty tired... and stayed tired all day. I can only assume that I am just not used to all the driving. It has also been very humid.. and I have been driving in and out of storms.. which also adds to the feeling of fatigue.
Right away, I was able to find a Walmart near the hotel, and was able to purchase a new cord to hook my camera to the laptop. However, the pics still won't load.. so I can only assume that there is something really wrong with my camera. This is not a surprise, as my camera is not so elegantly held together with duct tape and prayer.

Drove for a couple hours, then stopped for lunch at a Wendy's. I am constantly amazed at how many people come up to me to talk about the SmartCar. I have been averaging about 50-60 people every day during my travels, who ask about the details on the car. If I had a $1 for every one... . he he. I actually don't mind. It is great to see people so excited about it... and I understand their enthusiasm.

Later on, Brina and I stopped at a Speedway Gas station in Wadsworth, OH. I got to talk to a very nice young girl about life... young, tattooed, rebellious, and an artist... living in a really really small town. Ohio is full of well manicured lawns and the towns of nothing but 3 bedroom brick ranches. Large corporate buildings and factories. Heavy steel factories, lots of really big buildings composed of brick...reflecting the heyday of industry in the East.

Around dinner, we stopped at a little gas station/cafe/gift shop at the junction of I-80 and Rt66. We are in PA now. Now comes the part of the trip where the road winds up and down thru the top end of the Appalachian Mountains. Small little villages with no red lights and one country store. Areas that are only hosts to the seasonal campers and hunters with sporadic trailers and cabins strewn about. Luscious green fields, primitive forests, and quiet blue ponds. Dairy farms and small herds of sheep. Rusty old tractors gathering rust in the sun strewn fields. Barns echoing times gone by, now left to fall into the ground. It is my home state... and I had almost forgotten how loudly it speaks to my soul.

The last leg of the trip takes me thru Mt. Jewett, Kane, Smethport, Port Alleghany, Roulette, and finally to Coudersport. Along the way I took photos of fields, farms, and some vintage train cars that a gentleman is restoring into guest houses. I took pictures of lots of flowers. This is what I started taking photos of as a child, and I still love to take nature shots. I had actually considered studying Biology at one point... and at one time I knew the names of every plant or tree I saw.

As I arrived into Coudersport, it started to lightly rain.. and there was the most gorgeous HUGE rainbow. It was soooooooooooo bright. I did take some photos.... along with another guy in a small car that stopped alongside the road.

Picked up a salad for supper ... and drove to my parent's house. Brina has been happily sleeping in her bed since we arrived at 8pm.

Total expenses: $60 for gas, food and snacks. $20 for a camera cord at Walmart.
Drove about 500 miles or so today.

driving Miss Brina...............


photos by Elaine A. Russell, taken in Texas

ugh. Apparently I have killed the cord that I use to upload photos from my camera. I didn't realize it was dead, so I didn't get a replacement. I will have to try to find one tomorrow, but as it is Sunday, I am not sure if I will be able to locate a store that will be open. In the meantime, there will be no daily photos. I will add them to the post as soon as I am able.

Once again, I was able to sleep through the night. I am not sure if it is because of exhaustion.. but I am hoping it is the new herbal meds.
I got up at 6:30am because the previous tenant in the room didn't disable the alarm clock.. and I didn't realize it was on.... so I awoke to an insanely piercing alarm. Sabrina, being the puppy she is .. merely looked at the clock with disdain and rolled back over.
I, got up.
By 8am we were out of the hotel, and over to the Flea Market. I saw the gentleman I spoke to last night (Hi Mike !), and he greeted me with a hug, and Brina with a cookie. She actually gave him a kiss. Brina and I walked around the market, and bought a really cool green depression glass mug. It is the perfect size for the cup holder in the car, and is now happily holding my change for me.
I also got a vintage 1951 Popular Mechanics magazine. The main article talks about the Russian space programs... I thought the hubby would get a hoot out of that.
I took some photos of some cool items for sale (Aunt Jemima figurines !), and then Brina and I headed in to the antique mall. Wow. Alot of stuff. Again, I took some photos...vintage dishes, a typewriter, some cool tins. I bought 2 spinning wheel bobbins with graduated rings on it. I figure I will use them to make loops for my jewelry wire work projects. I also bought an adorable little marble.. just cuz.
Then we stopped very quickly at the Cheese factory Outlet, and got some jerky, some cheese sticks, and the best snack food ever--- Churro Nuggets. Go ahead ... look it up. You know you want to.
We had a late breakfast ala picnic style in the grass... then drove through Missouri. We saw fields, possum, rivers, ponds, lots of green, some hills, limestone ridges, signs for caves... and a farm that had ostriches grazing about.

We made a pit stop in Pocahontas, IL... then back on the road.. stopping again in Effingham, IL. Effingham also has one of those massive roadside crosses. If you are just a bit tired from driving.. this can be really disconcerting...because it makes you think you have been delusional, and are still in Groom, TX. I really don't know what it is with these big cross attractions. I have yet to see a massive 3 story Buddha.... or a huge metal Ganesha....

We had a late lunch at Wendy's -- again in the grass. This time, we ate in this huge field behind a bunch of hotels. It was really strange. There in the middle of this field was a very old metal kid's play/ climbing/ slide thingie that looked like a rocket ship. It was fabulous. There was also a very old abandoned towing type truck, and these huge signs. Actually, it was pieces to one massive electrified sign that looked older than dirt. It had these fabulous yellow bulbs on it. Great photo op. I also noticed that the field was basically all white clover plants. Brina immediately ate her chicken and took a nap in the grass.

The next stop was in Cloverdale, Indiana. We had a snack, and bought a couple home-made no-bake cookies from the attendant, and also got a map guide of all the states. Figured it might be a good idea. Took some great photos of these bright purple tall flowers. Gorgeous. They were growing with the cattails in the swampy areas off of the highway. OH--- and we saw a RED FOX !

Then... we headed out for Dayton, OH. I wasn't sure if we would actually get this far, but we did. Unfortunately, when we got to the hotel we wanted to stay at; they were booked solid. Apparently there is an Air Show at the base this weekend. The only other hotel that allows pets in the entire area was about 20 miles away in the wrong direction. So -- the hotel clerk was nice enough to call them and we got the last room available. I actually found my way there !!! thanks to some awesome directions from the new hotel clerk.. and now we are in for the night.

Expenses: If my calculations are right, we did about 650 miles today.We spent $30 on food, $20 for the map, $15 for stuff at the market and antique mall. About $35-40 in gas. Hotel was $68, plus $7 for Internet use. Personally, I think hotels charge WAY too much...on the other hand... this is a nice one.

So... seeing as I can't work on some photos (la sigh)... I am going to watch a dvd that I brought with me. It is the first 3 episodes of The Partridge Family !! (kudos to Netflix for having such cool movies).
Gonna take a quick shower, and lay on the bed with all the snacks, and watch Shirley Jones. Yup....oh hey now !

greetings from Missouri



photos by Elaine A. Russell


so.. didn't get quite as far as I had hoped today. I had planned on getting thru St. Louis, but only made it to Lebanon, Missouri.
Please see my updated note/ travel log from yesterday. I added more of the neat "details."

Basically, my day....today.
I slept amazingly well, am trying a new herbal remedy for insomnia.. and so far it kicks ass.
Woke up at 4am, took Sabrina out for a "walk", and went back to sleep immediately. Woke up at 10:30 am. Now, I don't know if that means that I forgot to set my alarm, or if I slept thru it. But -- was on the road by 11am. Left Elk City, Ok and drove as far as El Reno, Ok. Stopped for a picnic lunch in the grass.. yes I took a quilt with me for such purposes. I needed to find a place that sold phone chargers, as my battery was dying. I thought I was going to have to find a Walmart.. yeash.... but I actually found a T-Mobile store (DT Cellular) right near the McDs. I went in, and not only found the perfect charger for only $12, but the owner has family in Los Lunas !
Got a little twisted around on the John Kilpatrick Turnpike... but a very nice lady at one of the toll booths got me straightened out.
Stopped at Vinita, OK... home of the biggest, strangest McDs... it actually spans across the highways in a huge overpass. It includes a gift shop, a museum, and a great little cafe/ ice cream area with all kinds of great flavors. I opted instead for a large iced chai.
Saw lots of bright red dirt, wind farms, and fields of crop in OK.

Dinner was spent ala picnic style at a Wendy's in Springfield, Mo.
Missouri is much more hilly, green, and humid so far. Lots of nice ponds, and the rock is more sandstone. Lots of billboards for caves to visit.

I then stopped about 30 minutes or so down the road at Lebanon because it is the home of the coolest Antique Mall ever. I have been to this mall every time I road trip back to Pa... and it is so chock full of neat stuff. The building also houses the BEST cheese factory outlet place...and a Russell Stover Chocolates Outlet. Both the cheese place and the chocolate stores offer free samples.. so you can see the attraction there for me.
After that.. I got the usual glompage of people at my car asking all about Smartcars. One of the people I talked to at the antiques mall, happens to be a retired car designer. We talked for quite awhile. He also happens to have a bunch of stuff for sale at the antique mall on consignment, and mentioned that there was going to be a HUGE open air antiques and Flea Market kind of sale in the am in the parking lot.
So ---- because it was late anyway (*grin)... I found a hotel nearby, and am going to go to the market in the am before I head out.

Total expenses for the day: food $20, tolls $10, gas $30, hotel $68

update

It's almost 11pm on Oklahoma time. I made it almost to Oklahoma City.. which .. considering that I was driving madly in and out of this huge thunderstorm today... is pretty good. The power even went off 3 times during my 3 minute shower tonight.
Sabrina is loving the trip.. especially now that we are seeing land that actually has grass.
Statistics: $35 spent on food, water and gas. $57 on hotel (yikes!).
averaging about 56 miles per gallon... and I have been using the ac constantly. It's been over 100 degrees outside of the car.
here is a little teaser photo of one of the things I saw today....


photo by Elaine A. Russell, taken in Santa Rosa, NM

Basically, my day:

Headed out from ABQ around 9am. Stopped at a rest stop just short of Cline's Corners. Talked with a very nice guy from South Carolina (he loved the car). Took photos at Cline's Corners... neat gift shop/ tourist trap.

Took photos at exit 234.. a strange place called the Flying C Ranch. Also a tourist kind of place.. the cool thing is that they still have endless billboards all over as you get close to the store. Kinda like the old time advertisements they used to put along the roadsides.

Stopped in Santa Rosa, and took some photos (including the one of the sign above). Very cool place with lots of vintage signs and buildings.

Stopped in Cuervo, NM. This is one of my fav places to stop. It's basically a little guost town now, from what was once a fairly good sized railroad town. It is rumored that Billy the Kid was there or some such. I happened to have nice talk with Joe Tenario.. a road mainenance guy who was taking a break there when I stopped.

Stopped in Tucumcari for gas. Texas is a big blur for me. It was very hot and humid, and I kept running in and out of thunder storms and hail. Saw cool signs in Del Rio, Long Horn cattle in Wilandorfa, and had a pit stop in Bushland, Tx ( yes, "Bush-Land").

Stopped at a "CarHenge" type installation just outside of Amarillo. It is a series of 57 chevy's that are upright and buried in the ground at a slant. On this installation, the cars are totally graffiti ! Spray cans are available for people to participate in the ongoing tagging of the cars. I painted a puppy foot print in honor of Sabrina and I visiting.

Stopped at Groom, TX for the nation's largest cross *(and senseless Christian propaganda and gift shops--JMHO).. and a little further down the road at this ultra cool abandoned grainery for photos.

Stopped in Shamrock, Tx for gas....and for the night in Elk City, OK... where I was able to get a nice room at a Motel 6.

travelin' -- 1900 miles to go

photo by Elaine A. Russell, taken at the Albuquerque Railyards

I am heading out.... into the brave wild world with my lovely Sabrina at my side for the journey. I have a map, music, and a brand new laptop that we found on an amazing sale. I have my phone, my camera, and my journals....colored pencils, gifts for my parents, a violin that belonged to my sister... that I am giving to her middle child.
I have every bit of clothing I own (yes it fit in one bag). Sabrina's food, bed, treats, and brush.
A soft pillow and a blanket just in case.
A first aid kit. Toiletries.
Sounds like alot...but is amazingly not.

I am driving my little SmartCar. I feel like the commercial for the Wii ....with the two dudes driving into the sunset/ sunrise in their little SmartCar....heading out into the vast unknown. In fact, I have always knick-named my car "the wee" ... after that. And being a small car.. it suits it.

unfinished business

photo by Elaine A. Russell, taken at the ABQ railyards

Somehow I managed to piss off someone today... someone I hardly even know... and it was not even something I was aware of until I got a note on FlickR. weird. Weird how by doing a favor for one person, pissed off another.

It led me to think about the stuff of life. How easy it is to get one's feelings bent. How easy it is to do something completely innocent, and have it turned around. How seemingly small incidents can become so large in a short amount of time.
And yet... how small these things are in reality.... and how short time is in the grand scheme of things.

I got a call --my mother is sick and in ICU back in PA. She was in the hospital for several days, had just been discharged, and only got to spend that night at home, and ended back up in the hospital in the morning.
I am heading out sometime in the next 24hours .. and driving back there. It is 1900 miles one way... and I am going alone. Situations are such that no one is able to go with me... but perhaps it is a good thing. Everyone needs some time alone for reflection.. and this may be the best thing for me.. in a weird sort of way.

--more to come... if I can get a connection.

the raven

photo taken at the ABQ railyards by Elaine A. Russell
"And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door.
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor Shall be lifted - nevermore!"
The Raven by Edgar Allen Poe

the railyards



-----------------photos by Elaine A. Russell


so -- went on a photo expedition today. It was a FlickR photo group outing.. and didn't exactly go as planned... * if ya wanna know -- I'll tell ya later*

Woke up early --after only 3 hours of sleep.. got to the railyards in downtown ABQ around 8am.....and spent a pleasant hour or so wandering about taking photos. Having never been before.. to this ABQ iconic place... it was feckin awesome. I see why so many people have snuck in there over the years. It is now "off limits" to the general public, and is in the paperwork stages of becoming a museum. (http://www.wheelsmuseum.org/)

Today there was a local group there that was participating in the 48hrs filmfest (http://www.48hourfilm.com/albuquerque/).
I had an incredible time, and wish to thank them profusely for allowing me to take some photos.


Then --- the hubby and I went to the Chocolate Cafe (yummy desserts !) ... where I am participating in a photo show thru the end of August. I did a canvas print of a rusty old chevy... it is near the door if you want to stop by and look. (http://www.tripadvisor.com/Restaurant_Review-g60933-d554835-Reviews-Chocolate_Cafe_Bakery-Albuquerque_New_Mexico.html ). The show will be up thru the end of August in the cafe.

Then... went to the mall for a much needed massage. I can't say enough about the folks at Panda Break (http://www.simon.com/mall/default.aspx?ID=214). They were kind, conscientious, and really helped me out alot.

Now... for some motrin and food... and a shower :) ----- and maybe some CSI !!

the dark side

photo by Elaine A. Russell


I took this photo a couple weeks ago, at the Factory on 5th BBQ. At the time, I was just playing around and taking photos for my on-going series of photos of the Factory http://www.flickr.com/photos/31979552@N08/sets/72157619258924678/
It's been a rough couple of days emotionally for me.

I mention this only because, as I was tweaking this photo a bit digitally, it got me thinking about alot of things. It got me thinking about the face that we put on for the world. How we try to project a certain image, or reflect specific values, or just plain try to be nice to everyone.
Is it merely a facade > does it go deeper than that > are we merely mannequins in this world .....

I think most of us try to be genuine individuals. We try our best to be as nice to everyone we can, without becoming doormats to the evil people in our lives. We fine tune our perspectives in life, and try to be as honest as we can. We don't force our opinions on others, and encourage each other to be who they are ... warts and all.

Sometimes life gets messy. Things are said hastily, things are mis-understood, feelings get hurt. We are not mannequins wrapped in plastic afterall. No polyvinyl to protect us from what ever is getting flung... be it directed at us or not.

Life is so short.... too short to allow stupid things to get in the way of life's true learning experiences.

I'm not a big fan of Jerry Springer. ...although I have seen a few of his shows. At the end of every chaotic episode, he has a nice little monologue.. the end of which goes something like....""take care of yourselves... and each other.""
I kinda like that.

night time


I have always had trouble sleeping. Now, with the profound increase in pain the past few weeks... sleep has become extremely elusive. I find myself staying awake all night, only to fall asleep just as the birds are chirping, and the rest of the world is coming to life. With the heat, I sometimes sleep til 1 o'clock.. but then wake up in a pool of sweat. Having worked night shift for about 17yrs, I am sorta used to this kind of schedule... but it does make living every day to day life interesting. As you would expect, most places close up around 9pm.... a very few stay open later.. but definitely close by 11pm. And unless to want to roam the aisles of Walmart, Walgreen's, or take a drive thru a 24hr McDonald's... your choices are rather limited. Fortunately for me, my very trustworthy and constant companion "Sabrina," is more than willing to go for walks at 2am, take a drive, or just lounge about with me. She is perfectly happy to sleep during the day, all curled up in a quilt. I just adore her.


photos by Elaine A. Russell

pain



photos by Elaine A. Russell

i have been having problems with some really bad pain for about 3 weeks now... and it is definately wearing me out. emotionally and otherwise. so....as I lay awake trying not to notice it, it got me thinking about all the aspects of pain.

pain is such a subjective thing.
what may be painful for some, is just an annoyance to others. some are so used to chronic pain that nothing phases them. others, every little thing is one more straw that breaks them in two. pain spans the compass from emotional to physical and back again. it is transcendent. it can take you to terrible places, and yet it can also help you to rise above and bask in an altered state. pain can make you feel like you are dying, and it can also make you feel alive.
pain is part of the body's defense system, triggering a reflex reaction to retract from a painful stimulus -- yes, it actually protects us while it is inflicting us at the same time.
pain knows no prejudice. it rains on everyone without distinction. it crosses all barriers, ethnicity, age, and social status.
many great people have commented on pain actually being a gift- to help them towards enlightenment... and yet, it is also seen as punishment.
pain is immeasurable. there is even a problem known as Phantom pain.... pain from a limb that is no longer even there.
there is even Psychogenic pain, pain that is profoundly exacerbated by mental illness.
there is pain that is even preferred by some.. sought out purposefully... to bring pleasure.
pain is individual, and it can be pandemic.
here is a great link on the subject:

Back from the Dead – The Re-Animation Show, Friday, July 24


When:
Fourth Friday, July 24th, 20097 – 11 pm

Where:
The Factory on 5th Art Space1715 5th St NWAlbuquerque, NM, 87102(between Aspen & Haines)

What:
The Factory on 5th’s grand re-opening celebration. Arts, crafts…zombies!
We will be showcasing work by over 20 local artists and craftspeople.
Rick Lujan will present a chilling zombie fashion show!
A zombie-themed art exhibit will allow you to vote for the Best in Show.
Burning Paradise Video will be spinning zombie flicks all night.
Refreshments. FREE parking!

We’re just *dying* to see you all again.

yes, hollyhocks


According to Wiki: The hollyhocks comprise about 60 species of flowering plants in the genus Alcea (Ál-ce-a) in the mallow family Malvaceae, native to southwest and central Asia. They are biennial or short-lived perennial plants growing to 3.5 m tall, with broad, rounded, palmately lobed leaves and numerous flowers, pink or yellow in the wild species, on the erect central stem.

I noticed that I have been taking lots of flower shots as of late. This is nothing new for me... I have always done alot of botanical oriented photography. Just "new" as in "again."
I think alot of it has to do with the abundance of flowers here in ABQ. The weather is just perfect for alot of species. ... escpecially... hollyhocks. Who knew there were so many varieties ?
I remember when I was very little that my grandmother had a bunch of them growing along a shed in the back yard. They seemed sooooooooo tall... and so decadent.

I am no less impressed today.


.......................photos by Elaine A. Russell

**If you like these photos... check out my friend Leau's blog. She has some cool hollyhock photos as well ---->

connections -- reflection -- communication



photos by Elaine A. Russell



Communication. An ability we automatically take for granted, and yet.. so easy to completely screw up. Just a tone.. just a mis-used word... can change the entire context of a conversation... and bring things into a completely different light.

As an example... did you know that the word SET has the most definitions of any word in the english language? Yep. SET has 464 definitions in the Oxford English Dictionary.

And then... Even with people you have great connections with, it can sometimes go astray. And then there's the whole emotional context that can go along with things.. and completely cause us to muddle things up. A mis-interpretation, a misunderstanding... it can all mess us up.

I think I read somewhere that the english language is the hardest one to learn. Actually -- I think it's broader than that. I think it's the language of trust. To be able to get past supposed transgressions; and move on to closer, more solid ground with each other.

I am so glad to have good friends. I am so grateful that my hubby really knows me-- and still loves me. I am grateful for my kids who laugh with me... and not at me ( or at least.. not to my face). Such simple things...and yet, so important.

A challenge ! (hey Bob -- I want what's behind door #2)

--------------------------photo by Elaine A. Russell

Do I have five readers?

I saw this over on Robyn's Blog ((http://roadyjane.blogspot.com/))

Here's how it works. The first five people to leave a comment on this post will get something from me. But in return, you have to do the same thing on your blog and make something for five other people.
The details are as follows, and if you want to play, copy the following onto your blog and leave me a post:
1. I make no guarantees that you will like what I make. Whatcha get is whatcha get.
2. What I create will be just for you, with love.
3. It’ll be done this year (2009).
4. I will not give you any clue what it’s going to be. It will be something made in the real world and not something cyber. It may be weird or beautiful. Or it may be monstrous and annoying. Heck, I might bake something for you and mail it to you. Who knows? Not you, that’s for sure!
5. I reserve the right to do something strange.
6. In return, all you need to do is post this text on your blog and make 5 things for the first 5 to respond to your blog post.
7. Send your mailing address - after I contact you.
It's easy, right? I mean, you can do just about anything.

for wednesday

Cafe Chair photo by Elaine A. Russell. Taken at the Golden Crown Panendaria



Sometimes I get sooooooooooooo busy doing the seemingly simple things.. and life just passes by quickly, and the next thing I know is that it's 1am, and I haven't posted for the day. Sorry.

Today was one of those days when I literally had a list of things to do.
1. pay bills/ balance account
2. get groceries
3. buy BIG envelopes
4. go to the post office
etc etc. You get the idea.

Amongst the pleasant surprises though... was making a connection with a local printer to do up some of my photography. This led to a discussion on my style/body of work.. and the offering for future work or display. It was fecking awesome.

A quick visit with a couple friends... getting together a plan for a future art date....

Then, a quick cup of wonderful tea and a yummy empanada at the Golden Crown Panendaria on 12th. http://www.goldencrown.biz/index.htm


Then off to the studio to do some work... Then dinner and discussions with like minded artist friends. Pretty much a perfect day.