3-31-14



This next couple of weeks is going to be crazy busy... but it's all good.
Making art... printing photographs... matting and framing.... making a new line of jewelry pieces... designing, finishing and arranging a display unit of some variety... making new envelopes/cards/ postcards... deciding what to pull out of the Etsy shop....and of course, helping out at the gallery space as much as I can... along with my "regular" routine of chores and such. .... we'll see how it all pans out.

In the end... a new gallery venue will be opening on the 12th here... the full moon is on the 15th... Easter on the 20th...and just a few days later... I will turn 50. It will be a jam-packed month... and that is wonderful.
Now to get my butkus in gear ...  but in the meantime...

Things I am Grateful for Today:

-time
-energy (and I will need it)
-good health (and thankfully I am {{mostly}} over the flu)
-studio space
-support from friends and family
- hot tea....cuz you can't get enough sometimes.

  • or coffee...
  • or when all else fails... WINE.

-Netflix for rest periods. I have Moonrise Kingdom, The Guilt Trip, and Blue Jasmine on my cue...
-blueberries (frozen in the fall)
-the frolicking of squirrels in the yard
-and the promise of spring coming up all around me.

for the weekend


Light is a marvelous thing.
As a photographer, I ponder the light quite a bit... and it's most always on my mind.

The light here is definitely changing.
Changing from winter blues... to a light warm yellow with a dash of green.
It's wonderful... and a sure sign of spring.

I hope you all are enjoying the weather wherever you are... and are taking in deep, refreshing breathes.
I hope that the sunshine clears out all the doldrums in your lives... and makes things clean and bright.

And I have some cool links for you:

-77 facts that don't seem true... but are. whoa.
-some photos of really cool abandoned places around the globe.
-a group art project I belong too.... and the theme is Light.
-some super awesome light fixtures
-a recipe for pickled eggs! (Easter is coming up soon)
-this sounds like awesome news...
-seeing THIS would be incredible!
-can you name them all? I sure couldn't. And I hope to read them all eventually.
-words cannot describe how cool this is... seriously.
-a collection of Haiku... themed by States of the US.
-not sure if I've posted this before... but this looks awesome... and deserves support.
-and because I was recently accepted into this (future) local gallery space (and am one of many artists trying to get this up and running)
... I thought I would include the link to it's website.



3-28-14



Things I Grateful for Today--- an Ode to Brina:

-morning kisses
-the way you grunt when you stretch out
-and your little snore/snuffle noises when we "doze" on the couch
-how you look  pleadingly for a taste of whatever I am having... even if it's pretzels
-or the way you insist on going outside by dancing around the living room 
-and Oh! how you love to romp in the woods... smelling each and every bit
-the way you love to travel... even though it makes you nervous for the first hour or so
-the way you "talk" to me if I've been on the computer too long.... or in the studio too long... or am "late" going to bed
-the way you insist on fluffing the blankets... even for me... to make it just right
-and snuggle close at night as if to say "I'll love you forever..."




*Sabrina turned 15yrs old in December... but she is still "my baby girl"....

"I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always,
As long as I'm living
my baby you'll be."


--- Robert Munsch

3-27-14


Today was a very busy day... but I am hoping this is the workings of the "things are going to work out"...plan for my life. And although it's been bitter cold in the early mornings... I do believe that spring is here... and things in general; are looking up.


Things I am Grateful for Today:

-reindeer moss
-earrings made from fox bones
-quick dinners of pork, spinach, spice and basmati rice
-visits with friends
-and printers on loan! and paper! ... so I can print some of my photographs (mere words cannot thank you enough)
-lunch with my mom
-home-made marble rye bread
-that feeling of finding your "peeps" in life... your group...
-and the acceptance from others in recognition for your work, time and effort into something
-and the stars... so very bright on my walk tonight.

3-26-14




Things I am Grateful for Today:

-the hairy wood pecker who comes to our yard every morning
-"Bubba"... the neighbor's cat. He is a Maine Coon... and very cool and laid-back
-bacon and eggs
-THIS article on the business of art
-and this art shop online
-and I came across this blog on sewing
-Last week I made a goulash dish that I remembered from my childhood (see photo). It was awesome.
However, a friend of mine; who is Hungarian... sent me this link for an authentic taste.
(American Goulash has pasta, true Hungarian Goulash has potatoes).


-I found this music video online. It was done by a food truck in Albuquerque! Very cool.
- and I stumbled upon this list on words we should bring back
-and this. Life lessons...

see you all tomorrow...

3-25-14



Things I am Grateful for Today:

-that one gas station that you know will be open... even though it's 3am
-watermelon tourmaline. Digging thru my stash...
-boxes in the mail from art supply companies
-deer poo in my yard... proves how close to nature we are here... and that makes me happy.
-bones. The daughter found some really cool skeleton bones the other day.... and they are drying/post cleaning, in my kitchen. Yah. It's that kind of house.
-jars of markers in many colors
-old auto-harps
-movies. Last night we watched Ninth Gate. Not sure I liked it; but it was visually stunning.
-people who copy  my art, my blog, my life. Not really flattery... but it does keep me on my toes....and keeps me ever-changing; ever-evolving.
-oil pulling. Sounds strange, I know. But if it helps... Started it yesterday with some organic coconut oil from our local natural food store.

3-24-14


so. I've had a week off... and spent most all of it ... sick.
Funny thing. It's like the guy who goes on vacation for the first time in years... and spends it all sick in bed.
I think it has alot with allowing the body to relax.... or part of the decompressing process.
Whatever it is... it is.
And it has been.

It's also been a week that I intended to get caught up on several projects I've been working on... but alas.
Appliances suddenly died ... the computer suddenly died...we had flooding(twice) in our basement (where the studio is) ...  >>sigh<<
And so, time was spent trying to get better... to fix things.... to nourish and restore.
There have also been a couple job opportunities... and time will tell if they will pan out.
But what now?

Good question.

The icy cold snows of winter are melting.
Birds are flocking (no pun intended) to our yard these days.
Deadlines for a massive art undertaking are coming up.... and I'm freaking out (a little).
But most of all... I've become more fully aware of my (desperate) need to get healthier... and to do work that I love. These are things that I've concentrated on since my "retirement" in 2003... but more than ever... I need to press on, and do more.



I really believe this is going to be a good year.
Changes, yes.
Trials even. ...but good things are coming.

With the Spring Equinox this past week... and with the weather changing.... and new growth sprouting all around... it's hard to not be overjoyed in the changes. To shake off winter's cloak and frolic in the promise of the summer sun. To sing with the juncos and the finches over the nubs on the trees... to run with the rabbits and squirrels... to heave a sigh of relief with the deer as they peek out of the woods... and the bear as he awakens.

Hope to see you all out and about this week...


(and I saw a heart from my dad)

3-17-14


Last night was the Full Worm Moon here in Pa... and it was gorgeous.
In celebration of the full moon... and of the Spring Equinox coming on thursday
we made faerie cakes and sweet honey biscuits and set them out for the woodland fae... or faerie folk
Tip-toe-ing to the edge of the woods... and leaving the treats just as dusk was rolling in...
whilst being watched by a small group of bunnies.

And of course, today is St. Patrick's Day...
and it's Holi... (also look here);
so there is alot this week to be celebrating.

And I am going to take a week off. 
I've alot to do... and alot I feel like I am behind on...
and having been sick for a week... I just feel like I need some time to rest, 
re-coup, clear out the house... that sort of thing.
.so.

Blessed be..
take it easy...
and I'll see you in a week.




for the weekend


It's been a really, really strange week.
It's like life has thrown a whole bunch of crap my way... just to make sure I've learned (similar) lessons in the past... re-enforcing & emphasizing things... such as lessons on money... lessons on friendship... lessons on helping people (or when you THINK you are helping someone)... lessons on not letting other people take advantage of you... major stuff there... and... I've been sick.

And so this weekend ...  I think I just need to take a major step back.
---so if I don't post for a few days... don't be alarmed.



I've collected some interesting links to share with you all this weekend:

-10 women writers all women should read
-and a link on this woman poet... recommended by a friend
-I've been thinking about the 5-6 rolls of old film I was gifted recently, and was considering this... (which linked to this awesome video). Anyway, I am thinking some film adventures are on tap for this spring.
-I came across this video the other night... and lost about 2hrs watching some really funny tv.... more exploits of Ellen & Gladys... which of course, led me to the cd... which I ordered
-I've been thinking alot about our potential garden... and found this link on plants to plant together
-I wanted to share this store/ website with you all.... I absolutely LOVE her jewelry
-speaking of... I've been contemplating that whole "do what you love" thing.... and found this.
-and wouldn't this be awesome?
-and I wanted to give you all some art sites to look at that I think are wonderful/ inspirational/ freakin cool... like this.... and this.
-and of course.... Ostara is coming up on the 20th (the spring equinox). So I wanted to include some links on that. ... here.... here.... and here.
-and then THIS. because... bunnies.

***hope you all have a great weekend

((the photo for today's post is one I took on this date; last year.... but edited today.
Spring had already "sprung" in Albuquerque... and this was a bouquet I had on my patio.
I thought I would post this today as a sign that spring was indeed coming... ))

3-14-14


The collage above shows photos I took in State College.... of Uncle Eli's art shop; and of Webster's Bookstore and Cafe ... which is just next door. Two of my favorite places; and they are side by side.


Things I am Grateful for Today:

-puppies sunbathing in the light streaming in the windows
-and the way the light highlights her fur
-music so good it makes you cry
-songbirds singing out my open back door
-homemade chicken and biscuits with gravy (yup. I did that.)
-art in the mail from Australia
-the feel and smell of old book pages
-old glass insulators
-soy candles
-that feeling when you let go of a balloon... and watch it fly

3-13-14


Yesterday I groggily awoke.... late in the mid-afternoon... still hung over with a mystery illness that has dogged me for a week now... and there was a flood in my basement. Nature's run-off of melted snow had somehow burbled and bubbled up from a drain in the floor of our garage... leaving in its heaving... several inches of water.... saturating... and soaking everything... from carved wood walking sticks... to stacks of firewood.... tools... boxes of yard sale items... books... plastic ware... and of course; my studio.

As the rain continued to fall; the hubby and I worked.. at first.. trying to sweep out the waves of water. .. then we went and purchased a shop vac and began the process of sweep.. suck.. empty... repeat. The rain turned to snow... falling just outside our open garage doors... floating downward as if to hush the damage done. Oddly, it actually helped slow the accumulation of water... but was bitter cold on the hands.

At the end of the evening... most all the water was gone from the basement. I had wiped off most everything in sight... re-boxing and stacking things up higher; as I was able. Fortunately, Jim's comic collection was safe and dry... as were all my photos and negatives, slides from Germany... memories of when the kids were little. Our boxes of books from Albuquerque were OK... and most of my studio supplies were fine; as most had been packed and stored in large plastic tubs. Fabric that  belonged to my grandmother, quilts tops, fabric from my dad and my sister's shirts (both now passed)... all were dry. Tools and sterling wire.... compulsively stored in ziplock bags... were safe.

In the end... the casualties were few. A box of books for the yard sale .... some magazines and papers for collage... a couple blank notebooks... cardboard boxes (now empty of their contents)... were lost. The only item of note damaged... was one of my journals. It was the one I carried with me for a couple years.... to dr appts.... to dates at Barnes & Noble... basically, everywhere I went. It had sketches, notes, info on books to read, things to look up.... artwork by my daughter and I.... clippings from magazines and newspapers. Somehow, it had been packed with misc studio items in a cardboard box; and was soaked to the core. Carefully, I ripped each delicate page out of the binding... and set them all over the house to dry. And this am.... they are OK.



There are lessons to be learned in all of this.

-Mother Nature is unpredictable, and can strike you down in the blink of an eye

-it's better to not have so much stuff that you
1. can't enjoy it
2. can't find it
3. can't keep track of it
---I have been "downsizing" our stuff since I quit working full time in 2003... this could have been so much more worse.

-you know you are well-matched to your spouse when you can wade in water, work together... and not bicker about "why did you keep that"... or... "why was this here?"... and such. It was all... "take a break"... "go warm up your hands"... "I'll make you tea".... and I am grateful.

My house is sort of a mess now.... art supplies scattered all over... boxes of books and such brought up from the basement in the flurry of activity...but.

This am.... the water is gone.
The sun is shining.
There are sparkling diamonds in the icicles on our porch... and all is well.


3-12-14



Things I am Grateful for Today:

-colored pencils
-tablets
-micron pens
-imagination
-cool bark on the trees out back
-ladybugs in my kitchen window
-and the tiniest spider I've ever seen
-birdsong
-wagging puppy tails
-and endless puppy  kisses


(so I did this post in the middle of the night... and this am ((well, almost noon))... I woke to flooding in our basement. Yikes. And I hadn't gotten it cleaned up from the last time we had water pooled down there. The good news is; most of our stuff is in plastic tubs. Anyway, I guess I know what I am doing today. See you all tomorrow)

3-11-14



It's a bit frustrating. I haven't felt this "punky" in a long while... but I am trying to make the best of it.
Yesterday I thought I was a bit better, so we took a short road trip... and I was sick the whole while.
On the plus side.. we picked up a few art supplies... and I hope to be able to play with them later this week; when I am (hopefully) feeling better.
We also stopped at a fabulous used book store... (I think I am crushing on this place)... and I found some awesome older poetry books for half price. The hubby found some info that he is embroidering into the story-line of a work of fiction he is writing... and the daughter bulked up her dwindling stash of paint at this shop.
For dinner, we stopped at a Kildare's Irish Pub... and even though my appetite was lacking... the traditional Colcannon soup was exactly what I needed (mine was leek and potato).


Things I am Grateful for Today:

-family and friends who have checked "in" on me
-hot tea. AND! Yesterday I found a small tea ball... so now I can make some loose leaf tea.
-my Valentine's Day carnations from a friend are still pretty... and sitting in my kitchen window.
-sunshine and 45 degrees today
-warm enough that I can leave the doors open for awhile... very important when you are sick...
-fresh pears ... sitting on my kitchen table... (see the photo above).
-poetry books --- Robert Pinsky, Marilyn Chin, Laurel Speer, Diana Hartog, Kate Light, Patricia Wesley, this one, and Naomi Shihab Nye.
-new tubes of watercolor paint and gouache (and my daughter got acrylics)
-a pocket sized watercolor paper sketchbook by Moleskine ( I love their journals )
-watching the melting snow and dreaming of spring


3-10-14


It's been an odd weekend... but I am grateful that (of all times) for me to get sick... it was when I was no longer working
(and therefor not potentially infecting anyone); and had the time to rest and get better. Funny how that happens...
I had a significant plan of things to do... that will have to be done some other time...but that is OK.

Things I am Grateful for Today:

-clean linens
-hot honey and lemon tea
-quite possibly the biggest naval oranges I've seen in a long time... courtesy of my husband who went and got groceries (thank you)
-no alarm clocks
-finding this hidden treasure in my music feed
-catching up on some reading... I'm embarrassed by the sheer stack of books at my bedside...
-finally seeing the movie RED in it's entirety. I've seen bits and pieces of it... but seeing it all in one sitting... wow. Excellent movie. I love Bruce Willis... Morgan Freemen... Helen Mirren... Richard Dreyfus... you just can't go wrong with that kind of casting.
-and knowing... that RED2 is on tap for later today
-finding this link... (reposting for all my friends who love steampunk)
-and if you're really needing something creative to do... look here ... and I'll see you tomorrow :)

for the weekend


I've spent the last 3 hours contemplating this post... and another trying to type it out with a keyboard that types my letters schizophrenic-ally imposed into the words of the previous line... something is wrong; and has been wrong with my laptop for some time now.... and I don't know how to fix it.

And so... while I listen half-halfheartedly to a documentary on the Great Quake in San Francisco... I absent-mindedly think about Caruso... and how he was there.... singing to a loving throng the night before. .. and woke to such utter desolation. How his entire world as he knew it; from that point on.... was completely changed.

This year has been rather like that in some regard. Not on the epic scale of an earthquake mind you... but change, yes. From living in the desert.... to this northern PA woods. To having a husband working full time and making a size-able income.... to not working outside of the home.... and writing! something he's wanted to do for quite awhile. From working as a full time artist... to ... I don't know... a limbo of sorts.... sometimes working... now not. Wondering what I should do with this portion of my life... wanting to work as an artist... yet knowing that bills must be paid... groceries bought ... all the trappings of everyday life.
Chaos. Desolation... rather somewhat of a tearing down of all I knew previously... and a re-working.... a re-routing... like the wires in my somewhat dysfunctional laptop.
And it's all related... and it's not ... at all.
And, in a matter of weeks; I will be 50. This is somehow significant for me... especially today; as I contemplate where I am .... what I am doing... and why my keyboard is wonky.

I have no answers. But I do have some awesome links for you all:
-about creative people, and how they look at things
-this photo of the Natural History Museum
-thinking about Mardi Gras! celebrations this week... and seeing this article on "ladies of the night" in New Orleans.
-and Lent/Easter coming up as well.... and this blog-post that offers up an alternative to giving things up
-and then there was THIS
-and this... 
-and this... (which reminded me of a friend I lost over this exact argument)
-Masaru Emoto... and his water experiments (see a video here)
-and so I listen to this today...
-and came across this on the internet... whoa.
-and I contemplate cool words... like... susurration.. and psithurism...
-and think about cool places to visit this coming year... and here...
-and even here ....more photos

*** here is one more.... for the road....

3-7-14



Things I am Grateful for Today:

-bokeh out my windows... on the road to take the recycling to the nearest center... over in Ulysses, PA...
-stopping for lunch at a small town cafe
-homemade blueberry crumble pie
-talking with people you knew 20yrs ago
-wonderful main street shops... antiques, crafts, art.... candles, quilts, and more...
-gatherings of people on street corners... sharing just-made bloody mary's... as cars go by
-small children skipping on the sidewalks... smiling at the sun shining down
-a "balmy" 28 degrees... warm enough to shed the winter coat
-signs that you don't see most anywhere else.... like Amish Buggy signs.... and tractor crossing signs...
-and Flogging Molly on my radio...

3-6-14


...this is a photo I took out in the woods the other day.... crossing over a little handmade bridge... over a tiny creek... covered with ice and snow... thick with this winter cold... reminding me so much of my life right now. Cold... somewhat frozen... on the poise of  a spring thaw...trickling onward... upward... on to bigger things... a new beginning.



Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.

Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

--written by Sir Paul MacCartney 1968


Today I am Grateful for ... new beginnings. This frozen winter. The spring to come... and this song.

3-5-14


The photo above is of part of our local Golf Course... in winter. It's a beautiful spot. The whole area surrounding the Golf Course is simply stunning. My sister (who has since passed) used to live just up the road from here... and from her front deck... there as this mesmerizing view of the upper parts of the Golf Course, tons of trees, a pond and the creek. Perfect for sitting with your morning coffee...
There are lots of picturesque places like this... here in the area... and I love having the opportunity to photograph some of them.


Things I am Grateful for Today:

-clear skies and sunshine (today we maxed out at a high of 22 degrees)
-calzone. My hubby took me out for a late lunch today.. and I got a delicious calzone at our local OIP ...with ham and riccotta cheese). It was similar to THIS recipe.
-conversations. I know it's not unique to a small town... but there is certainly that thing... where you walk in a shop; know the people... and are comfortable with them to swap stories of your "formative" years with them... and laugh.
-and then there's that other thing.... where people you don't know at all... just come up and start sharing their life story with you...yep. That happened too.
-the internet. Makes it so easy to order things... especially when we live so far from art shops and book stores and such...
-delivery. I know I've mentioned it before... but we have awesome  USPS/UPS/Fed Ex  service here. Today I had some large packages delivered that would have been totally ruined in the wet winter weather... and the delivery people were just awesome.
-flowers. I have some pink and red carnations that were gifted to me on Valentine's Day... and they still look and smell wonderful. I am in shock at how well they have lasted.
-trees. I adore trees. I absolutely loved my high school biology class ( and not just because I had a crush on my teacher ... although that probably helped ). Today I found a vintage book on Trees of North America for only $5... and it's killer. The sketches in it are incredible... and I hope to use them for inspiration in some artwork in the near future.
-the excitement of planning the next art project...
-realizing that you might even have the time/ energy/ supplies to do that next art project

BONUS: seeing that my blog has had over 75,000 views in the past 5years :)

3-4-14


I feel like I am in liminality; that in-between-ness of something...
..the great unknowing...
..sort of a limbo.

Soon... I will be part of the great unemployed (again)...  but I think it's going to be ok.
The hubby is actively looking for a part-time job... whilst working on his first novel.
He has explained a little bit of it to me... and it sounds wonderful...  and I am excited for him.

I have alot of catching up work to do in my studio ... and I am really looking forward to that.
-photographing a small ton of things to list for sale online...
-working on some new projects that have been jumbling about in my head...
-making items to stock up a potential (small) space in a local gallery with my handmade stuff... possibly even a new line of jewelry items...
And.. working on some classes I signed up for on-line... in preparation for my next job.

I am very grateful today for these things:

-online inspiration from some of my favorite blogs... Ornamental... Geninne...Mary Ann Moss...
-online inspiration on cooking...here.. and here
-and on living a simple life... Here... and HERE.
-for all the blogs I read that offer me great art/music/life inspiration... like This... and This
-and ...for time to read them
-for crock pots... which make a fabulous pot roast/boiled dinner (yes... I cooked)
-for advil and tea (and then got a migraine)
-for soft sheets and warm puppies (but am feeling a bit better now)
-for flannel shirts and pajama bottoms... even at 4 in the afternoon.
-but mostly today... for living in this place...


(the photo for today's post is of the barns at the old Johnson Nursery. When I was out of  high school... and working for a year to save money for college... I worked for the Johnson family. I did cooking, cleaning and such.... but it was all the nursery plants and such that I adored. Blueberry bushes galore... trees... flowers... herbs... even a fish hatchery type place with koi and frogs. It was glorious. Well... the house is gone. The land is now owned by the CCMH hospital... and the barns back up to what is now the Patterson Cancer Care Center. It is still a very lovely spot... and I adore the barns.)

3-3-14


These next few weeks are going to be busy... as I have been working with a group of local artisans and we are in the process of getting a venue up and running to showcase some of the incredible talent here in Potter County.... with a Grande Opening in just a few short weeks.
It's a great undertaking, and I have done it before... and perhaps because of that previous experience, I am being a bit more cautious and thoughtful this time around.
Plus, I am winding down at my temporary job of the past couple of months... and will earnestly be working on classwork and such for my next possible position. All the while working on my art business... and resting up from a recent back injury. I am trying to remain positive... hopeful... yet, practical and realistic about everything going on. Or at least... that is the intention.

So. Things I am Grateful for Today:

-this local group of brave souls trying to carve out an art center... gallery... marketplace... teaching/learning/sharing... not-for-profit venue.
-positive thoughts and willingness to try, yet, once again (on my part) to be part of the building/idealization of a gallery/artisan center.
-the willingness of the creative spirit in each of us... the leap of faith in each of us... to make this happen
-and the practical stuff... the building... the location... and so much more.
-and all the artisans and support staff who are willing to share their expertise.. with bookkeeping... advertising, graphic design and more.
-for my temporary job of the past couple of months... the friendships I have found there... the steady income which was much needed... and the emotional support of people who care
-a fantastic local chiropractor who is working with me to get my back/hip in order
-for this house... this place of refuge that we as a family have come to know and love
-for the studio space... for what it allows me to do... and for all it can become
-and... for the promise of a bright, new tomorrow