Not sure where to even begin. This has been a horrific week…. what with the loss of my dear ZeeZe. I am beside myself… and frankly, lost. I know that there are more pups in my future…. and I hope that that future is soon…. but for right now, I just don’t know where to turn…. and what to do. He was such an incredible part of my life, and I miss him so. ((I have also washed and bagged all of ZeeZe’s things… and have designated large bags for various donation places. And, I’ve kept a few things…. perhaps for a future pup.))

Tonight Jim took me out for dinner, which was the first I’ve been out of the apartment since Monday. (and my first shower). I know that grief effects everyone differently, and I’ve certainly had lots of moments of profound loss…. but it never gets easier. … and each is unique.

Needless to probably say, I wasn’t able to make anything this week….. but I am going through some of my books so that I can clear out a few… and I have been watching some interesting mystery shows that have been quite good (Season ONE of Nancy Drew, and the first episode of Season !0 of VERA).