It's been a rough day... but I must remember that things always happen for a reason... and that everything will (ultimately) be ok. These past couple of days I have been releasing pent-up feelings and such... thinking of times past that didn't always go as I wish they had... of friendships lost... of loved ones lost... and the lessons learned.

I've thought about how very much I gave to those relationships... and how bereft I felt at the time of their leaving.. and released it all. I even wrote letters to those few people in my life that I felt had left with bad feelings and such... and wished them all the best... and I do. I felt (and feel)... that I learned alot from the experiences... and even though they ended badly... I wouldn't change a thing... as it made me who I am today. And while I will always be a "work in progress"... things are moving along... just as I imagine they are supposed to be.

And then... we got news of a death in the family. A life cut way to short... and it is shocking.... and sad... and horrible... and I feel so badly for those closest to him... and wish them all the best... of love, and light, and goodness... and reassurance... and kindness... and peace.

Seems like it's been all about endings... and moving on... so in tune with the weather... and the season...

...much love to you all...