I feel as if I am going into another slump... I hate it.

I have been trying very hard to get myself out... and it doesn't seem to be working.

Part of the problem... is that I wish we could move. ... but things just aren't working that way...

or at least... it doesn't seem it.

Part of the problem is that I have been really sick this year... and although it is somewhat better...

I am far from where I would like to be.

Part of it seems silly... I miss the changing of the leaves. I miss the fog... I miss having creeks... water nearby.

And so... I have been trying to busy myself. Organizing stuff around the house. Working on some projects. Keeping up with the everyday ( laundry, dishes, sweeping, cleaning, cooking)... that sort of stuff.

I am trying to convince myself that it will pass.... everything will work out... everything will be OK.

... and I will go make some tea.