…well, we’ve survived the 2nd week of this year… and between all the tragedies with the ongoing Covid pandemic issues…. and now the violent insurrection by Trump supporters at the Capitol (and all the fall-out from that event with all the lies and deception posted by the Trump team and their supporters)…. it’s been a week.
Looking back, about a year ago, at this time, Jim and I were in Baltimore at the National Aquarium there…. hence the photo featured at the top of this post, that I edited today. It was so peaceful…. and seems almost a world of time… and place… away.
Over (on average) 4.000 deaths per day are due to Covid-19. LINK And with the ineptitude and lack of planning with the current Trump administration, relief is slow at best. I’m not saying it will be smooth sailing with the new Biden administration coming… but it sure can’t get a whole lot worse than what we are dealing with now.
And we are all overwhelmed. Emotionally, spiritually, physically…. it’s been a very long haul. Not just with Covid, but with so many things. We need, as a race… as humans…. to do SO very much better. I hope we can do it.
On a personal note… we have extended family dealing with Covid. We have family that has suffered from loss of work, isolation, lack of resources, poverty and more. Jim and I are doing fine. Short of the fact that we have essentially not gone anywhere but stayed around our apartment, work office, doctor offices, grocery store and post office…. for us, things have been fairly stable and quiet. I have done way much more cooking (as opposed to ordering take-out). I have spent an inordinate amount of time learning and working on trying to understand (true) history, politics, sociology…. how things work, etc. What I haven’t done much of… is make art. I think I have been too upset…. mentally worn out…. to do anything creative. Basically, closer to survival mode… than I care to admit. One of the ‘side effects’ of enduring all this chaos, is that it has severely triggered anxiety issues, sleep issues, PTSD issues…. which in turn, obviously effects the physical as well. With time …. and with much hope; I am working on changing what I can so that I can (hopefully) get to a point where I have enough to spare to be creative. I think this is true for so many people…. and in particular, lots of creative folk that I know and communicate with online.
I do believe it will get better. I also believe that it will also be a TON of work. Both on a personal level… and as the human race overall. But, I think it starts with being real. Admitting the truth of what is going on, and what has transpired in the past. Being repentant if we have messed up. Being willing to change… and rectify our errors. There must also be justice. There must also be restitution. We have to call each other out. There must be accountability. I think we can only begin to grow, when we admit our faults and try to repair the damage. And then… learning to trust again. Learning to reach out to others again in ways that are devoid of ego. To do things for the better good for ALL of us. Using our time, our energy, and our words intentionally. Just my thoughts…. and what I personally am striving for, and hoping others will be encouraged to do the same.
*don’t fret. The ‘tone’ of this post is probably more forceful than others. I am sure at some point I will feel more like posting all about ‘unicorns and butterflies’…. but not today.
—photos below are from my ‘snapshot for the day’… and ongoing 365 project that I have done since 2010. These are all pics from this week.