10-25-17


Back in June 2016, I started a new "series" of posts... if you will... 
 And so on Wednesdays; I've been posting an old photograph to inspire your creativity.
Write a poem!   
 Plot out a short story.
 Have inspiration for a piece of art or composition.... let your artistic soul shine.
--and occasionally I write my own sordid story or poem. 
 (you can click on the photos in this post to make it larger to see).

~~~

Naomi lay awake. The moon was not the same as it had been the night before, and she knew it.
She knew it as clearly as if the stars themselves had fallen down around her,.. and in an essence they had... for her beloved Richard was no more. Fallen dead, in the mud... they said. This, the great war, the war they said would end all wars.. and yet... had it really solved anything?
Naomi thought not. It hadn't helped her and poor Richard.
What was this life for... when the one you loved the most was no longer here to share it with?
What was the purpose in an ugly, unnecessary death?

The sun was streaming in her window. It was fall.... but there was still a hint of summer in the air.
She put on her petticoat and her best dress. She tied up her Sunday boots.
She brushed her hair, and adorned it with the comb Richard had given her before he left...
faux turtle shell with rhinestones, it glistened in the morning sun.
She packed a small bag, stepped out the door and began walking.
It took her 2 weeks. 2 weeks of endless walking.
2 weeks of singing to herself, of sleeping by the dirt road in the trees. Of snacking on apples as she walked by the farms.
But she made it. She made it to the ocean.
And she sat.
She thought of all the dreams they had had. She thought of what her life had been up until this very moment. How it hadn't been easy.
How she had been raised as an orphan in a family who simply wanted help on the farm.
How she never truly knew love until she saw it reflected in Richard's eyes.
"Do you believe in a love that will last forever?" he had asked her.
Until that moment, she knew the answer would have been no.
They spoke of poetry and art, of nature and books.
That was a year ago... and she hadn't been the same since he left.
Did he not know how much she needed him?
How he gave her strength to carry on? How his mere existence lifted her soul in a way that no other could...

She opened her satchel, and ate some bread. The crust was dry and flavorful...
or perhaps it was the salty ocean air that made her ponder the sweetness of her meager lunch. Birds flew overhead.
She thought of all that could have been.... and dried her tears with the tips of her gown.
She took off her boots, and sunk her toes into the sand.
The grittiness of it all surprised her.... she had never felt the sand before... and it was excruciatingly beautiful.
She undressed to her petticoat and camisole. It was exhilarating to feel the wind on her arms.
She pondered what it would be like to fly... as she walked into the oncoming waves.
It was a good day... a good day. .. and she knew that indeed, she would be loved forever.
She cast her cares into the ocean... and smiled.

10-24-17


I think, as artists, there is somewhat of a struggle between wanting to be seen.... have our art out there...
(and hopefully appreciated)..  and making things because if we don't there is an ache inside us that won't be compromised. ...
that goes unfilled and untapped until we let it all out.

These past few days, I have been editing some of my older photos... ones that I really just took because they spoke to me.
Because they met some hidden need in me to create. 
Here are a couple of them.

10-23-17



I take lots of photographs... no surprise there. 
But I don't always edit them... and sometimes, it will be quite awhile before I go back through and edit one for a post. 
These photos are from a road trip I took back in the winter of 2012 to California. 
I was picking up a friend, and helping her move back to New Mexico. 
California, or at least the parts I saw.... were pretty spectacular. 
These are from a town called Clear Lake.... and you can see why.

Today... I am hoping to get some rest (I was up most of the night)... 
and perhaps work a bit in the studio.
See you all tomorrow.

10-20-17




Sometimes, things just don't go as planned. In fact, probably more often than not.... what we think is going to happen, 
doesn't... and we end up adjusting to this "new" thing. Yesterday, I had the best of intentions to get some work done... 
and instead I spent all of my day and evening doing something else instead.
I tried to go to bed early, but that didn't happen.
I hoped to sleep all night... but that didn't happen.
My hubby intended to have a temp job this morning, but had heart issues during the wee hours of the morning... so that isn't happening... and on it goes. The point is, there are time when you just have to roll with it. One of the better aspects of having a chronic illness 
(I have Systemic Lupus Erythmatosis), is that you have your good days... and your not so good days. So, it is in your best interests to work around your disease. ie: when you feel ok, you get things done. If you feel really good you work a little ahead, and when you are not good... you take it easy. So it's this constant push and pull of working ahead, or keeping up... .and backing off. You learn to wash dishes at 3am if you are well enough to do so... and sleep at 2pm if you need to. Time (and energy) wax and wane... and you have to learn to just be in the moment more. 
It's a very good thing in the big scheme of things.

And so this morning, when I found myself wide awake at 6am... and with stuff to do..  you just go with it. As a bonus... 
I saw a gorgeous deer nesting in the yard, and was able to get a McDonald's sandwich when I ran an errand. 
It's a beautiful, foggy morning out there... go enjoy it 💖 and I will see you all tomorrow.


10-19-17



Nature is dressed up in all her frosty finery this morning... and it is gorgeous.

For some reason, I am back to sleeping in 3hour "snatches".... mixed with very vivid dreams.... so things are a bit wonky. However, it is glorious having a little, happy, warm, furry buddy that is more than willing to nap at any given moment with me. (thank you ZeeZe). 

This week has been loaded with cooking, (getting food on sale and buying larger portions) and freezing it... getting the last bits from the garden before I prepare it for winter... cleaning... nesting... yep! winter is indeed coming. And, unfortunately, along with that comes guilt for not getting anywhere near as much done as I had wanted to this summer/ fall... why do (we) do this to ourselves? So for today... I am trying to just relax in those things I did manage to get done... and trust that it will all be ok. 

10-18-17


Back in June 2016, I started a new "series" of posts... if you will... 
 And so on Wednesdays; I've been posting an old photograph to inspire your creativity.
Write a poem!   
 Plot out a short story.
 Have inspiration for a piece of art or composition.... let your artistic soul shine.
--and occasionally I write my own sordid story or poem. 
 (you can click on the photos in this post to make it larger to see).

~~~

This is little Tommy Trinetti.
He just got his front teeth, and frankly, he's not overjoyed about it.
Truth be told, Tommy spent most of his life... just stumbling through. Nothing horrible ever really happened,
but nothing overwhelmingly good happened either... at least, not from his point of view.

Oh... he did ok.
He had a nice wife, two sons of his own... a small house in the suburbs that he cared for meticulously.
(He took great pride in having the best manicured lawn on the block.)
He drove a blue Chevy that was absolutely pristine, right down to the whitewall ties and naugahyde upholstery.
He sold cars for a living, and was known to be one of the few truly fair car salesmen in the fine state of Indiana.
He played poker on Tuesday nights with the fellows from work, and always had a big summer barbecue on the 4th of July.

His wife, Carol, would say that they lived a quiet life.
After almost 30 years of marriage, about the only thing she complained about was his penchant
 for smoking stinky cigars and wearing ugly bowling shirts... and then she would laugh.
"Please pass the jello mold... I love that fruit cocktail in it. .." 

10-16-17



Happy Monday! Frankly, I am not ready for a new week. It seems like I lost the weekend... but I am not sure how... except that we have all had some semblance of a persistent stomach bug... (including little ZeeZe). Fortunately, the house is relatively clean, the laundry is mostly done, the dishes are done... and fresh coffee is on the counter. 

This week, I hope to start listing some of the Legos we finished sorting over the weekend. 
And, if all goes well... there will be lots of hours spent in the studio. 
Last week, I finished up and listed a bunch of "Seasonal Sets." These are envelopes made from a variety of scrapbook papers that feature designs depicting holidays, etc throughout the year. Each envelope has a blank white card to go with it. Sets of 12 cards/ envelopes are $6. 
I have 7 sets all-together 😊


But for now, I have a pup curled up at my side ... awaiting a tummy rub. 
See you all tomorrow.

10-12-17


So... I've been feeling like dookie all week... and have been very frustrated with myself for not getting a whole lot done... 
or at least, not doing the things I feel I should be working on.

Yesterday, and last night... I worked on organizing the kitchen a bit better. Lots of folks believe that when they organize or clear out there house, they are done. As in ... forever. But it's an ongoing process. You are always bringing more stuff in.... therefor, unless you want to be surrounded, you also have to take things out.
I've been wanting to present my spices better, but didn't really have the jars I was looking for... so I was putting it all off. Sometimes, you just have to work with what you have, even if it isn't ideal. We have tons of spices, most of them being herbs we've grown in the garden.
This is what I put together. No it's not perfect, but it's loads better than it was.
(you can click on the kitchen pictures to enlarge them if you wish)




And while I was at it, I shoveled out my cupboards.
In the whole scheme of things, I only got rid of some odd jars and such... but it looks much better.
See you all tomorrow.

10-11-17


Back in June 2016, I started a new "series" of posts... if you will... 
 And so on Wednesdays; I've been posting an old photograph to inspire your creativity.
Write a poem!   
 Plot out a short story.
 Have inspiration for a piece of art or composition.... let your artistic soul shine.
--and occasionally I write my own sordid story or poem. 
 (you can click on the photos in this post to make it larger to see).

~~~

Everyone was "wild about Harry..." as the song goes.

He was born a beautiful baby, so it was no wonder when upon seeing him being paraded around town, 
folks gathered to ooooh and aaaaah over his chubby cheeks and bright blue eyes. 
By the time he was in High School, he had several girls following him home from school every day.
By college, the women wanted to date him... the men wanted to be him... 
and the old folks just remembered how cute he was when he was in diapers.
Soon, he was modeling men's wear... working for businesses who wanted a handsome man to help sell their wares... 
but with that, grew problems. 
You see, Harry knew how good looking he was. 
He bragged every chance he could about all the attention he got... 
Soon the crowds around him began to wane. People who threw elaborate parties stopped calling him over. 
Even his family (shown here in this photo)... couldn't stand having him around. 
After all, he never really.... did... anything. He just lazed about wanting to be waited on hand and foot. 

Still, he managed to get by. 
There was always someone willing to take care of him in order to gain the pleasure of his company. 
But as the novelty and admiration would wane... he would find another... and then another... 
By the time he reached his mid 50s... it seemed no one wanted him around at all. 
So he was passed from relative to relative until they too... tired of his constant whining and asked him to move on.

In fact, no one really knows what became of Harry. He might be out there still.... 
sipping cheap wine and schmoozing old ladies on cruise ships.... 

10-10-17


Some days are hard... I am not complaining.... just saying that chronic illness has it's moments, for sure. That said... it's gorgeous out there. 
The sun is shining, the birds are singing... and we still have bees nibbling on chive blossoms and calendula in the garden.
And sometimes things go really well... and you just happen to be at the right place at the right time
(like with the photo above).

I've been trying to list more things to sell, and trying to finish up some of the (seemingly endless) projects in the studio...
One of the jewelry items I finished are these Sterling silver earrings and necklace that feature stunning Herkimer Diamonds.
 I love them.... and their clarity is pretty amazing (although hard to photograph). 


I had also donated the set below to our local Habitat for Humanity to raffle, but things went a bit wonky...
so I will be selling it directly, and donating ALL the proceeds to Potter County Habitat.
This set is all Sterling Silver. The necklace is comprised of vintage filigree chain, Opalite, faceted Carnelian, Swarovski crystals and a glorious Crab Agate focal bead. Earrings are more of the faceted Carnelian and bits of the chain. Totally gorgeous... totally available. 
Contact me to purchase (value of the set is about $50).


I've also been working on some new items for the Etsy shop, 
such as these envelopes and cards I made from recycled papers. 
I have 5 sets that will be available once I cut all the cards, and photograph them. 
Each set has different papers for the envelopes, and will be $6 for the set of 12 cards & envelopes.
See you all tomorrow!


10-9-17



Today, it's a rainy Monday... and so I decided to look through some photos I took around this time in previous years
... and found these 2 photos that I had never edited. So ... there you are.

I completely forgot about it being Columbus Day (partially because I don't believe we should be celebrating/ honoring Columbus)... 
I think it should be a holiday honoring Native American peoples.... but those are just my thoughts. And so for today, I will try to honor them with my thoughts, and a candle... with prayerful meditation towards peace and healing. 

In other news, I hope to work in the studio later on today... I have some Herkimer Diamond jewelry I have been working on,
 as well as some handmade envelopes and cards from recycled papers.
See you all tomorrow!

for the weekend




This weekend was our local Falling Leaves Outdoor Show here in Potter County, and it was wonderful! The weather (for the first time in many years) co-operated... and we had a nice sunny day for all the festivities. The annual parade, vendor booths, street fare, educational tents, demonstrations... it was all fantastic. It was awesome to see so many people out and about and enjoying the days.

If you follow along on my Facebook page, there are more photos... although I didn't take near as many this year as I usually do.

And afterwards, we had an amazing dinner...I had an incredible Maple-Bacon-CheeseBurger, medium well, with crispy, tasty, BACON and smoked cheese! and some kind of maple syrup reduction that was just delish! and a side of handcut fries. Totally amazing!
...and... we all went to visit "Grandma Shirlee" ... one of my most amazing friends, who simply adores ZeeZe (and he adores her too).
All in all... a stellar weekend!



10-6-17


This week, I have been setting up and listing in my Ebay Shop.
I am trying to clear out some more art, craft and beading supplies... and getting ready to list some lots of Legos as well.
And... because fall is coming upon us so incredible fast... I am trying to get the last produce from our little garden in and taken care of.

Yesterday, we had a visit from some extended family... which was really nice.
And I've had a couple visits from friends from High school this week... which is super. It's so great to be able to spend time with folks like this... and I think all too often we forget how important it can be.

In other news... (and with my daughter's encouragement)... we did some DNA testing through Ancestry.com. We sent in samples from my hubby, myself, and my mother. Some of them are back... and it's been interesting to say the least. I will post more when I (hopefully) understand the results better.  Suffice it to say, I am definitely my father's daughter... with a large portion of DNA coming from England and Ireland. (not a surprise). So that whole thing where my feet and my hands are almost exactly like his, my skin tone and build are like his family?
yah. The DNA is strong. 

And below, are photos of 3 pendulums I finished up and was able to list in the Etsy shop last night.
I really like making these. They are super well balanced, and charged by the full moon this week.
See you all tomorrow.


10-5-17


somehow, I forgot to post something for today... 
so I will post the photograph I edited, and a wish that you all had a great day.

10-4-17


Back in June 2016, I started a new "series" of posts... if you will... 
 And so on Wednesdays; I've been posting an old photograph to inspire your creativity.
Write a poem!   
 Plot out a short story.
 Have inspiration for a piece of art or composition.... let your artistic soul shine.
--and occasionally I write my own sordid story or poem. 
 (you can click on the photos in this post to make it larger to see).

~~~

This is probably the only known photo of "Miss Dee."
Born Delilah Jones, this photo was taken in October of 1917.

Her parents had passed, and she had no known siblings.
In fact, even that was suspect, because no one really knew anything about Miss Dee.
Where she came from.... who her people were.... oh, there were rumors.
Rumors that she had lost her entire family in a freak train accident.
Rumors that the town she was from no longer existed because "it just exploded, and burnt to the ground without reason..."
Rumors that she had been raised by witches in the deep of the woods outside of Boston.

She was a pretty, if mysterious woman.
Living on the edge of a field, most folks would hear her singing while working in her gardens or
picking herbs by moonlight with her large black cat following in behind her.

All folks knew.. was that when there was an illness the doctor couldn't fix...
when there was an eerie feeling in your house that you just couldn't shake off...
when that someone special wouldn't return your love...
You consulted with Miss Dee, and things would start looking up.


She disappeared the month after this photograph was taken.
Some think she just moved on to the next town.
Some say she was whisked up in the mist one morning as she was picking her herbs...
Some say the devil came and got her...
But some nights when the wind is just right, and the moon is full...
you can hear her singing... and you can almost see her dancing in the fields.

10-3-17



we are oh... so small, and the world is so vast. 
We really need to learn to take better care of each other.

(thoughts for today)